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When a quintessential man sacrificially impresses an essential service  of utmost value  to others the beneficial affect and its extra charge  invigorates and rejuvenates us through a lifetime hopefully toward each person's ideally chosen fate. Limitless many have been experiencing the shocking and sorrowful news of last month.  I won't mention what it is because it's my way to protect others. 
While already my sunken disposition has continued for months, after reading the terrible news I could not load more weight of sadness to sink lower without needing frequently to abandon my feelings about the matter.  I was somewhat suffocating, and healing relief was only felt when I released the heavier load. I apologize if I seemed lighthearted when I last blogged because I parted from the sum of deep sorrow temporarily about all knowledge of the event. 

Would it be a great irony? After  briefly studying the case about the adverse player of this distressing  news, I made some hypothesis. I support and side with the prevailing thought this is a wrong act, because above all else we should preserve life as the prime rule or guideline.  By a people  our general standard is when  as a last resort we decide to take lives it happens typically when there is an aggressive party on an adventurous course to exterminate immeasurable number of  innocences without consciousness of the suffering or without cherishing life for personal gain. Taking lives should always be done critically, with at the  helm a goal to preserve mass life as a final consequence.  Today many of us have a significant relationship  or are expectant prospectively; so most can sympathize about the whim of my next thoughts  perhaps to determinations  that are considered  improper and may find disapproval.

Please temporarily  imagine,  if anyone joined the opposing side and will ask him why he did it, wouldn't it be surprising if he will say he did it for love?  Is it very offensive and intolerable to believe, considering his innocence from youth and the extreme nature involved, what if he would've said he did it for true love, and even he saw this as a heroic act? Is it possibly inconsiderate for me to guess this act we believe is horrible and filled with hate or real evil, is it baffling to think he had done it for a different idea of what he considers good? I apologize for any inconvenience.  I wish everyone well. 

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To Lady
To each lady: 

If you are still there, I've been trying  to complete some tasks, especially one is important, but the difficulty has been  increasing when striving  to finish. I've been guarding my content feelings  from heartbreak. Usually when I enter a relationship with any lady, there's much to  fix and causes much hurt and stress. Your responses have been avoided  for month's until the work is done. I tried to finish this month.  When the work ends sometime next month, I can open my door to your lives. Please be patient, as I must be. Thanks.

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Post: October 28, 2025, 1:20am pdt