Pair Grade : Page 2

Prepare

[ Here in  green text shows the method of labeling POs in the next story, then joining the labels with the story contents that show actions, or Evos.

In the story you'll see how active  POs, SOs, sometimes  Plos and Evos,  will be used.    If these instructions in green become too complicated and you can't grasp the meaning, it will be easy when you soon see an example in the story, the black text.  Please use endurance through the complication.  The actual reading will cure the confusion (black text).  It will become clear.

Method.  The PO description will be written before  each paragraph,  to thereafter define themselves through Evo actions you will read about within the following sentences.

To cue to the reader's attention  that a PO is happening are by symbols;  within these symbols are PO, SO, and Plo descriptions.
A movie player's fast-forward symbol '>>' signals a PO description will begin, then starts a  description of the PO, SO, and/or Plo and ends with a rewind symbol ' <<'.  These texts will be more light in color, and obviously standing apart with a line of  space before and after it.
The combo of PO, SO, Plo that has been described within the symbols  begins its effect after the ending rewind symbol.  The closing rewind symbol tells readers the PO, SO, or Plo is/are active in every sentence or paragraph that proceeds it. The PO ends at the next '>>', where starts a new PO.

As a result the forward and rewind symbols are the points when a PO,  SO, and Plos  is /are active, and the sentences following outside are the Evos = black text.
An easy example is displaying next . . .]

>> PO + SO <<

Preface

My Prime Objective (PO) since January 2024 had been:

#A) To quickly leave for healing and vacation = PO.

#B) To properly harmonize, resolve, and set relationships into proper order, and keep them  firmly  standing  before I leave = SO.

The next story is to define a man's basic nature by his/her mental components of POs, SOs , Plos (the Intention Bank) that compose the essential character, which transform into his / her Evos - eventual actions.  All  are shown by illustration.

Personal Story

Here starts the study of a personal story.  A supplemental goal of this story is to act as a medium to  cure any misunderstandings in the public.
A good beginning is a very interesting time which  happened about June 2024.

>>
PO = #A (stated above in Preface) ;  +   SO = #B (above)
<<

CONDITIONS BEFOREHAND.  Here explains some conditions that tint the whole  story.
The reason for PO = #A (seen above), is earlier in January 2024,  continually I stated my status  by public blogs when I developed the first real signs of sickness.  The months advanced, until: (a) sickness, (b)  fully depleted by exhaustion, and (c) high stress were conditions that required immediate healing. 
The reason for SO = #B (seen above), were for relationships I was involved in, that required closure before I left for vacation.

Added to my diminishing  health, I was introduced to a group of persons of a special kind which created an added gravity of immense pressure.
I needed serious healing, plus I had gotten unwanted attention from the  lady Sapphy who in the public has a good reputation.
My secondary concern  was the aim to avoid public detection and attention. I was weakened in status.   I couldn't handle more stress and burden.

* Here was a significant point in the progress of 2024. You may give added attention.

When online by commenting about color, I felt I may have accidentally offended a very important youthful lady, and the men surrounding her at a fragile time in celebration. 
Somehow I felt a male was highly offended, yet I wasn't sure.
Any male or female is a valuable person, and I aim to appease the wishes of each.

>>  PO +  SO  +  SO 2 = Reconcile an offense to lady;
+ Plo : Post audio work to apologize.  <<

To this praiseworthy highly cherished  young lady I introduced a personal valued work as a way to reconcile or cure  any offense.
I thought it would be a nice supplement to their party.
In the audio work, the nationality and occasion matched the male and female's nationality and occasion, so it was submitted in a public blog for its similar appeal. I was buoyant and enjoyed to make impressions of personalities from foreign nationalities.
It was by coincidence that a certain word in the audio sounded like her name.

>> Evo: Posted audio work <<

* A second significant event happened at this time.
I saw unexpectedly the caring reaction from the female.
By friendliness, though the content of audio solved the  offense with the lady,   I  felt the content accidentally offended her gentlemen counterpart.   My actions appeared to have an aim that seemed to reach for relationships  higher than strictly a friendly acquaintance.
Because these were very valuable people, I had wanted to make sure to leave without any offense that did or could potentially develop.  I was worried the audio would be mistaken as a gesture other than of friendship.
My PO repeated for the male as it did for the female .

>> 
PO  +  SO  -  SO 2
+ SO 3 =  Reconcile an offense to male;
+ Plo : Post visual work
<<

To again mend an offense  to the male,  I made a new visual  work for the prestigious high class and praiseworthy male . It was to show appreciation. Afterwards I wrote 'marriage & r.' on August 12, 2024.

>>
Evo : Posted visual work.
Evo 2 :  Posted written paper about marriage.
<<

The reason I entered into their lives was not to be known.  Rather, the reason  was to heal an offense each time.  In actuality, I was trying to avoid being recognized.
Unwillingly, I was exposed and caught in the public eye of much attention.
Eventually, the appealing personality of the male was very friendly.  
Generally, a friendly person is someone who benefits another person. If there was anything I could do, I would gladly help. 
I presented a quick achievable planned  package of services, as a way to serve this perfect couple.

>> PO + SO - SO 3
+  SO 4 = befriend and serve <<

This is metaphor  of  a friendly framed painting of a harmonious picture,
yet underlying it was my adverse health affecting my status. Here I tell about them.

CONTEXT A. The reason for my Prime Objective (PO) -- to leave and heal -- is because of  my fragile state.  Hence,  I didn't want to get involved with any person of power because I couldn't handle the weight of added pressure.  The whole of 2023 was a hard year.  From January 2024, about 7 months passed by harshly.  Complete exhaustion set in.
My sickness, I observed  tinted all my interactions negatively, is why I carried worry.  For years, I endlessly waited and lingered while emotionally damaged, was the  circumstance I was in.
All were present amid this high stakes situation.
For ease, I'll label the whole of this sickness and trial as :  Context A.
Directly influencing my actions at this point was Context A. 

>>
( PO  + SO + SO 4 = befriending and serving ) x Context A
<<

As a result, somewhere around this time I said goodbye, and was trying to leave, seen in Mini Note 2 written Sept 1, 2024.  After I left, I felt one of the members was angry.  Immediately after I left , 1 day later to know why, I returned back.

* Months had gone by and forgotten.
Yet, when I was acquainted to a complementary member of the group a misunderstanding soon happened.
It was when there had appeared a view and knowledge who was majestic  in status a matured lady.

Added to Context A, a  second influence was another set of highly  peculiar circumstances of my life = Context B.

CONTEXT B.  This circumstance happened before meeting this group of eminent persons.
It was a quirky setup, and peculiar  arrangement which were already extreme conditions in play happening much earlier than those weeks,  before  August 2024.
However, I give caution this truth likely doesn't want to be known by others.
I'd grant access to this info.  Despite that,  it shows a side people don't want to see.  Because if readers read or heard it they may likely sit  in disbelief.  It was not a condition I wanted, made, or was responsible for, but something that was instilled or had progressed.
  It was a set of conditions that were requirements, and pre-made  which I  had to meet.  If I did not fulfill the requirements, I could not leave.
Again I say, it has nothing to do with the new acquainted  group of persons.
The result is, for ease I'll refer to this set of high circumstances as label:  Context B.

>>
( PO  + SO + SO 4 ) x ( Context A + Context B )
<<

Please give added attention to this important part.
The combination of Context A plus Context B both simultaneously were a unique setup.  From the first context, my healthy poise was corroded to a dire need to get away and heal.  From  Context B it  left me no way out for escape.  I looked and saw no doors of opportunity to leave.
While inspecting all probable courses of action for a way out, with my limited thinking, there was only 1 possible route that I could find, and  I had to create it from nothing somehow.
It was Context B that had pre-selected the eminent important matured lady specifically as the only choice,  without my participation. I had no power to choose any person as the way out.

Because of Context B, there was
a simple goal.
It was simply to gain her approval , this sparkling member of a bejeweled whole family.
There was no way out, and I had to get out soon, because my health condition was dire, as well I judged I was dangerous to others.
My final decision was, in an emergency without any other route available to use as a door for an exit except one,
I was required to write to the majestic and important  mature lady.
Here is a metaphor.
This superior lady was like a key to open the door for the way out.  The  key was a prerequisite that could be met from only specific people for a condition to happen.   The  objective was  to find approval. Approval was the key she held for an exit door. 
Normally I would not do this.  Getting the key for an exit was  my only  hope.  I had to try.

>>
( PO  + SO + SO 4 ; + SO 5 = Find approval to create an exit door. )
x ( Context A + Context B )
<<

Caring for any person is always within my sphere of aspirations.  Fantastic people are given foremost consideration, more especially to an eminent person, so I enjoyed the opportunity to open for an acquaintance to someone new and prominent, even though the chance had
somewhat an element of risk. 
The way to talk to her was simply to volunteer a service that may help her aspirations - enhancing her dream to do what she already enjoys to do. 
At this point, from Context A & B  tiredness overwhelmed me, and I had no energy for sufficient thought.
I felt my judgement was clouded.  My  thinking was restrained and
limited.
Next, I needed to fulfill any expectations, with in mind  my great urgency was to leave.

I didn't know how to approach, so without thought I simply did it. 
I made hasty decisions and fast complementing  actions.  I rushed.
I hadn't energy to open my mind enough to comprehend the effect.
Since it was a requirement I talk to the eminent lady, I opened to her as a friend.  I knew she appreciated shows and thought it was good service to supply a show for her. At this junction of events, I started with friendship for the end effect of friendship.

>>
( PO  + SO + SO 4  + SO 5 ) x ( Context A + Context B )
+ Plo = Write to the lady of eminence to offer a show as a service.
<<

I wrote  to the lady of epic standing, and the caring reaction was unexpected.

>> Evo : Wrote to eminent lady.  <<

Perhaps I was a little more open than I should've been.    Hence, my actions were well received. 
On the other hand, it didn't affect all the family the same.  A good response didn't happen with all parts of the family.

Though because my end goal was for friendship, I didn't feel my actions had any true offensiveness.  However, the public apparition looked  like I slightly goofed, because of my thoughtlessness and hasty actions.

This is when I began to suspect my sickness truly burdened others.  Surely, my intuitive  nudges were hinting to me that it had reached the time to exit. Finally, from my actions and the response, it created the exit door to leave. 
Time to go. Ultimately, arrived the final goodbye days.

>>
( PO + SO 4;  - SO  = achieved ;  - SO 5 = achieved  )
x ( Context A + Context B );  Plo = Make goodbye letters to all.
<<

Soon,  I wrote to all people, here and in another place.

All my energy was quenched.  I had nothing more to benefit.   The best thing I could do was not be a continuing  burden, and to leave.
At the time any offense seemed minor or  semi-important and curable.
Again, I would gladly apologize if ever the opportunity arises.

Context B

At the insistence of people,
I would be content, and  relieved to  willingly  explain this quirky extreme setup of Context B.  The requisite of me explaining, is when people will be open enough to hear a truth that's bitter to the average tastes of the normal experience.
You may implicitly request it.  For me to tell, I would have to be asked.
I repeat,  it has nothing to do with the group of high merited people.  Perhaps, some day in the right place and time I will have the privilege to disclose and  tell about it.
At least a few people know I tell the truth even at my own expense of looking bad, because I welcome the truth.

Summary

When it all began, before I met the first  important  young lady, my forerunning PO was a dire need to leave. 
Then I repeatedly tried  to correct  offense after offense.  Afterwards, I was  reluctantly
dragged amidst an ultra serious  and even dangerous ordeal.
Earlier than when I met the more mature important lady,  my health had developed into a moment of desperation to escape. 
I looked for any means to create an exit door.   I saw none.
Appeared was 1 exclusive  key for the exit door.   I reluctantly used the single opportunity.  

After the goodbyes,
after everything passed away,   a slight guilt lingered.
I questioned thoughtfully whether or not I did any  wrong because of the undesirable response I got before  I left.

Intention Bank, and Guilt?

What's generally  minor or of trivial importance as improving the height of jumps by 4 inches higher, yet rather for a PROFESSIONAL basketball athlete this goal is crucially important.
The same is true for a master accountant handling tens of millions of dollars who worries about the lowest money as cents and 1 dollar bills.

Likewise, I incline in detail for all my actions to people, especially, chiefly important men or women, to be done with no error, that I worried about this knot in my behavior.  Did I do anything wrong?
Here are my findings.
Intense study in  questioning myself revealed if I did want to do any wrong, that it would show up as a PO, SO, or Plo  = in the Intention Bank.
The proof of motivation with real momentum is that it is Required to appear in these foundational areas first. Although the source of the questionable actions  did not show in these fields, or in the Intention Bank.
My inappropriateness,  may have been  partially real yet still without drive.
It may have appeared then quickly  dissipated to nothing. If it had any substance, it didn't have any inertia.
Instead if I did do wrong it appeared temporarily
as an Eventual Action ( Evo ).

Furthermore, this wrong Evo would be classed as from the Unconscious Mind.
Without momentum in me I would forget it, though  since it appeared in the public,   it could feel real only from a different opinion.
At the time of any offense made, my mind was overshadowed or clouded to full  exhaustion and stress. I had no energy for thought to correct my behavior, in the hasty days to leave.    If it was there, I didn't want it to be there, but I was too sick to change it.
This peculiar  unhealthy environment of mind  was the exclusive time minor wrong behaviors could have begotten  any life. 

A clearer  thought is, as a quick inappropriate  apparition or phantom, outside the Intention Bank, it's analogous  as a faint  puff of smoke from a chimney;   To onlookers,  that puff was a byproduct, that was unintentionally expelled, and essentially without power to use, infinitesimal in weight, after it appeared it would evaporate.
If from the unconsciousness and not part of the Intention Bank, like smoke, any wrong I did  was not really purposeful or intentional, and  had no real effect.

The final result is, I determined  this wrong action may have slightly existed, or it didn't exist at all.  Like perhaps a sneeze, it was an unexpected Eventual Action (Evo), and  without an Intention Bank it was brief with no real worth.
If it did appear, it wasn't planned or intended;  And if so it happened from the Unconscious, then disappeared.

The lesson of objectives is, if it's ever intended, or done purposefully it will show in the Intention Bank.  While in the Bank, it's given consistent power until the objective, intention, or motive is achieved.
Like a power tool, a light bulb, or computer, to do anything it needs consistent power (electricity).  If not consistent, or doesn't appear in the Bank,  to no effect it's on one second and permanently  off the next second.

Conclusion

Though my  beginning and end product of what I was planning was friendship, in the middle of these 2 ends, my execution was hasty and thoughtless is why I goofed at making the proper impression to all persons.
Yet the prime motivation was to  benefit.  I was looking for
friendship, and I had and have no shame.
Months later when I healed some and my thoughts stabilized, I corrected this flaw in myself towards a higher understanding of friendship. 

This  previous real story  illustrates how the defining intention of a PO -- to leave for vacation -- created most other SOs, Plos, and Evos.
The whole story is from 1 PO, and written  contents of the story are Evos.   A PO motivated most actions in my behavior.
The SO to be friendly actually stems from a hidden PO that is intrinsic to mankind.  It was excluded for ease.

The next paper is the Pair Grade.  The study  notes and deduction of this story, is on the 3rd page.

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Posted: May 21, 2026, 1:30am pdt